with regards of that. I too decided to coming out.. not as a lesbian! What I mean by coming out here is that I told to those people around me that I am a fujoshi, a yaoi fangirl!! Turns out, most of them either family or friends already knew.. I'm a bit shocked, like, "HOW DO YOU KNOW?? AFTER ALL THIS TIME??" and they said that I'm too obvious or perhaps oblivious.. Some caught me reading yaoi more than once, some borrowed my laptop and found my yaoi directory (so obvious because I named it "my guilty pleasure"), and some realized from how excited I was when saw a gay couple..
I kinda feel stupid now for struggling this past years deciding about tell or not to tell.. Haha.. I feel relieved that they don't find me disgusting and still accept me.. I'm happy to have my family and friends like them. Love you all <3
What about you? Yes, you who read this entry.. I'd like to know if someone also experience this kind of thing and wanna share with me :)
I only spread my yaoi love in cyber world for this few years since in real world I can't be open about that.. My country forbid LGBT relationship and any related things either fact or fiction but recently, I recognized some gay couple roaming on the public place and although they try to stay low I still notice.. perhaps my yaoi-radar is too good? and also there's a movie that have gay issue released in my country.. maybe.. little by little this country start to be open minded?